Archive for June, 2007

hopeless romantic

Posted in Life, Randomness on June 29, 2007 by kat

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hopeless romantic ka ba?

kahapon i stumbled upon a site na may iba’t-ibang definitions ng hopeless romantic.

1. A person who daydreams about romantic occasions and dreams of chances where he/she will be able to perform a romantic act to their love, yet never gets the chance to.

2. This person is in love with love.They believe in fairy tales and love.They’re not to be confused as stalkers or creepy because that’s not what a hopeless romantic is. All hopeless romantics are idealists,the sentimental dreamers,the imaginative and the fanciful when you get to know them.They often live with rose colored glasses on.They make lovelook like an art form with all the romantic things they do for their special someone.

3. A hopeless romantic is not the same as a hopeless flirter. A hopeless romantic dreams of who they will spend the rest of their life with and what the two of them will do together. They want to be romanced with sweet simple things and the thoughtful amazing surprises. They dream of being loved but also loving somebody. They don’t just want somebody to hold them. they also want to hold someone. They realize that love isn’t just about one person but both people. they are hopelessly in love with being loved AND loving back.

4. This person is in love with love.They believe in fairy tales and love.They’re not to be confused as stalkers or creepy because that’s not what a hopeless romantic is. All hopeless romantics are idealists,the sentimental dreamers,the imaginative and the fanciful when you get to know them.They often live with rose colored glasses on.They make lovelook like an art form with all the romantic things they do for their special someone.

5. someone that thinks of love passionately.

6. Any person that will come up with crazy plots to get the attention of the one they love. But, the catch is, to be a hopeless romantic, you have to follow through with your elaborate, outlandish plans. Basically, will do anything for true love. I’m a hopeless romantic or atleast, I’m getting there…

7. cant help but to in love , unstopable love, sometimes unwanted love

8. An AWESOME Bouncing Souls album. Contains the catchiest song ever, Ole!.

9. A person that places his or her search for love as the number one priority. They place it above family, friends, career, health and home because they crave the love of another so desperately. The problem this creates is that they are not attractive because they ignore the other aspects of their lives and this decreases their chances of every finding love. Thus, the hopelessness. Typically, they will only encounter other desperate lovers or people that want to exploit their desperateness. The cure for the hopeless romantic is to put the priority on other aspects of their life and experience joy and happiness with work, home, friends and family. When a person focuses their love on those things, love will follow them everywhere and a partner to share those things with will come.

10. A popular album by the band Bouncing Souls.

11. hopeless romantics AKA guys who have no chance with girls so they watch anime.

12. In any other time, this would be a valid term to describe a person dominated by a logical and chivalrous love ethic. Today, however, he is considered creepy and referred referred to as a stalker.

13. A sad creature. It spends its life in search of a mate, yet doesn’t. Dies miserable and alone

alin kaya ako jan?

nangyari din…

Posted in Friends, office people on June 29, 2007 by kat

nagOT ako kagabi. nahihiya na kasi ako tumanggi kay mam eh saka lahat naman dito nagoOT. pero pag mamaya meron ulit eh tatanggi na ulit ako kasi maaga pa pasok ko bukas at graduation pa namin..hehe

pinauna ko na si mommy umuwi kagabi kesa naman sa antayin nya ko tapos wala naman syang ginagawa habang inaantay ako. ok din naman na magisa akong umuwi kasi nakapagmuni-muni ako sa byahe. saka kasabay ko naman sila jel, mhea at aui sa paglalakad papuntang sm kaya hindi boring. at syempre puro kalokohan na naman ang pinagusapan namin, lalo na kami ni jel…hahaha. panalo kasi ung hirit ni jel kagabi eh.

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“In a world where everybody
Hates a happy ending story
It’s a wonder love
Can make the world go round
(And/But) don’t let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You’ll get along with a little prayer and a song.
Too doo doo…
Let me hear you sing it Too doo doo…”

knakanta ko yan pagdating ko kanina tapos sinasabayan ako ni jel. eh ngayon mukhang mas na LSS pa pala sya sakin..hehe

side note: sana mamaya may time pa ko na maginternet sa bahay kasi napupuno na ng draft blog entries ang gmail ko.

i need my happy place

Posted in Life, Randomness on June 28, 2007 by kat

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 i’m currently not in my happy place.

sobrang bad trip pa din ako.

kasi naman balak ko magOT kagabi since nung tues pa ko tinatanong ng TL ko kung pwede daw. so nagtext ako kay mommy at biboy na magoOT ako. sabi ko kay biboy eh itutuloy ko ang OT kung OT din sya para naman hindi lng ako ung aantayin paguwi dba or kaya para mauna na sila umuwi. sabi nya may ginagawa pa sya ang ok lng naman daw na magOT ako.

then nagtext si mommy. wala naman daw talaga gagawin si biboy. kumbaga parang magoOT lng sya kasi OT daw ako. wag ko na daw ituloy at umuwi na lng kmi. eh di ok na. nagtext na ko kay biboy na ayaw ni mommy na magstay pa ko, uwi na kmi agad. reply nya, “ok mga 7 cguro nanjan na ko.”

pagdating ko sa office ni mommy ng bandang 7pm eh nasa office pa daw si biboy, which is sa greenhills pa, at may tinatapos pa. magSM na lng daw muna kami at don na lng magpasundo, kesa sa nakatunganga lang kmi sa office nya.

come past 8pm nabuburaot na ko. kung alam ko lng kako na aabutin din sya ng late eh di sana nagOT na lng ako dba, kesa nasa SM lng at wala namang ginagawa.

past 9pm isa-isa nang namamatay ang ilaw sa sm. buti na lng ung grocery eh bukas pa at nakaupo lng kmi sa labas. since 8pm di talaga ako kumikibo, di ako nagsasalita. sa sborang asar napapaiyak na talaga ako.

ganyan kasi ako pag sobrang bad trip at bad mood, di nagsasalita tapos naiiyak.

dumating sya 10pm na. kamusta naman un dba? ung mga officemates ko na nagOT eh nauna pang umuwi kesa sakin.

pagdating sa kotse sabi ni mommy bakit daw ang tagal nya. kasi daw OT naman ako. eh haller eh nagtxt na ko sa knya na di na nga ako tutuloy at nagreply pa sya.

pucha talaga ung byahe pauwi. buti na lng madilim sa kotse kasi umiiyak talaga ako sa sobrang inis.

pagdating ng bahay derecho agad ako sa kwarto ko then shower tapos bumaba ulit ako kasi kinuha ko lng ung mga kuting ko.  nagulat din cguro sakin si mommy kasi sanay sya ng pagdating sa bahay eh kumakain agad ako ng dinner. and this time deadma talaga ako sa paligid ko. pagkakuha ko sa mga kuting ko direcho na ulit ako sa room ko at natulog na. ni hindi na nga ako nakanood ng pbb sa sobrang asar.

hanggang sa pagpasok kaninang umaga eh asar pa din ako, walang imik, walang kibo.

hindi naman ako naiinis dahil sa sayang ung OT pay, eh kundi don sa fact na gagabihin din pala ako ng uwi eh might as well na nagOT na lng ako dba.

eh ayoko pa naman magOT mamaya kasi bday ni peng. though wala naman kaming celebration na gagawin eh ayoko lng magpalate ng uwi. ayoko din naman bukas kasi maaga pasok ko sa sat at ayoko mapuyat.

pagpasok ko nga kanina sabi ni carter parang super haggard daw ang itsura ko, cguro nga kasi umiyak ako kagabi. sabi ko na lng puyat kasi ako. pero kwinento ko naman sa kanya nung lunch time kung ano nangyari. baka kasi isipin nila na may iniyakan akong lalake..hahaha. (natawa ko bigla don ah.)

peste taalga. hanggang ngayon asar pa din ako.

i have time issues kasi. gusto ko kung ano ung time na binigay sakin eh masunod. kasi ako mismo sinusunod ko ang napagusapan.

sana mawala na tong inis ko, at sana walang OT mamaya.

my soundtrack

Posted in Life on June 27, 2007 by kat

All The Love In The World
By The Corrs

I’m not looking for someone to talk to
I’ve got my friends, I’m more than okay
I’ve got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it’s not all they say
Still I believe (I’m missing) I’m missing something real
I need someone who really sees me…

(Don’t wanna wake…) Don’t wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you’ll walk through my door
All I need is to know it’s for sure
Then I’ll give all the love in the world

I’ve often wondered if love’s an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can’t criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away
(Still…) Still I believe
(I’m missing) I’m missing something real
I need someone who really sees me…

(Don’t wanna wake…) Don’t wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you’ll walk through my door
All I need is to know it’s for sure
Then I’ll give… all the love in the world

Love’s for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah, I’m only human
And nights grow colder
With no one to love me that way

Yeah, I need someone who really sees me

(Don’t wanna wake…) And I won’t wake up alone anymore
Still believing you’ll walk through my door
You’ll reach for me and I’ll know it’s for sure
Then I’ll give all the love in the world
(Don’t wanna wake up alone anymore…)

ito ang soundtrack ng buhay ko ngayon. nakakatuwa naman how a song can summarize a person’s feelings.

kayo, anong sountrack ng buhay nyo?

go, L.E.N.T.E.

Posted in Uncategorized on June 26, 2007 by kat

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hindi ako mapakali para sa graduation namin. kasi naman bakit ung photography hymn pa ang napunta samin eh. sabi nga ni nickiey, “okay lng kung ung L.E.N.T.E. cheer natin ang kakantahin natin eh.” syempre iba ang expectation pag ung hymn. tapos hindi pa namin kabisado ang tono. ayan papasok pa tuloy kami ng maaga sa sat para magpractice ulit..hehe

buti na lng at bago kami umuwi nila nickiey at ramil nung sat eh naisipan naming pakantahin si mrs. angeles at irecord..haha. no choice eh. wala naman kaming ibang source ng kantang un kundi ang nagcompose. buti na lng at go si mam kaya nairecord naman namin. problema na lang namin kung pano sya kakantahin sa sabado.

good luck, L.E.N.T.E.

woohoo!!!

Posted in Randomness on June 23, 2007 by kat

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AKO…KAMI… 

ang saya saya ko today. ung entry ko for the portrait photo contest sa workshop namin eh nanalong 10th place! woohoo! sayang lang at walang prize pero at least nag pay off pa rin ung effort ko at ang pag-absent ko last wednesday sa work para lng don..hehe.

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at syempre hindi naman magpapahuli ang entry ko for the still life. di man nakakuha ng award pero comment ng isa sa mga judges eh, “parang pro ang gumawa.” another woohoo! kahit walang award eh okay lng kasi hearing that from someone professional is really something. hindi man dslr ang cam ko, hindi man bongga ang shoot ko, eh napuri pa din ang gawa ko. and for that eh i’m very happy and thankful.

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still life

at hindi lng yan. kanina din sa group presentation eh ang L.E.N.T.E. team ang nagwagi! kami ang nagwagi! panalo kasi ang cheer namin (thanks to nickiey) at ang explanation ng picture namin (thanks to gigs.) sayang lang at hindi namin nagawa ung routine na pinaghirapan naming buuin..hehe. absent kasi jarell because of his “pesteng dengue” and si nickiey naman eh wala din. pumasok naman ung 2 pa naming groupmates kaso lng di nila alam ung steps and no time to practice na kaya kinanta na lng namin ung cheer namin. at wag kayo, kami ang may mahabang cheer. walang sinabi ung cheer ng iba..hehe. syempre biased ako. mga one-liners lng kasi ginawa nila. kaya, go L.E.N.T.E. team!!!

at dahil naman sa pagkapanalo namin na yan eh binoto ng mga kaklase namin na kami ang kakanta ng photography hymn para sa graduation. waaaahhhh!!! sabi ni gigs kaming mga girls na lng daw ang kumanta kasi marunong naman daw kmi. duh?!?! ako? kakanta? naku good luck na lng sa graduation!

it comes in threes

Posted in Life, Randomness on June 17, 2007 by kat

tatlong disappointments today in the course of less than three hours. grrrr!!!

first, hidalgo. ang “cameraland” ng pinas. ito lang ang masasaibi ko, “it’s so not cameraland!” ang gulo gulo. syempre naman sa quiapo eh. pero akala ko kasi ung lugar nya eh parang malaking kalsada na crowded. i didn’t imagine na sobrang lapit nya pala sa quiapo church, na punong puno ng tao at vendors, at sa sm carriedo. as in magkakabanggaan na kayo ng nasa unahan mo sa sobrang sikip dahil sa dami ng nagtitinda. halos wala nang malakaran. yung tipo pa na hindi mo talaga pwedeng bitawan ang bag mo kasi baka ma-snatchan ka. i’ve been to croweded places before pero nothing compares to it.  hindi ko nga maimagine don pag may celebration sa quiapo.

while strolling sa sm manila kanina nakita namin ni janine ung bagong store don na “the bread factory.” murang version sya ng bread talk. na-excite kami bumili kasi mura lng sya and mukhang masarap. inorder ko ung “so-called” choco muffin nila and si janine naman eh ung choco bun. then in the middle of my shark’s fin with rice meal eh napansin ko paubos na ung toyomansi ko. badtrip talaga! kulang ung lasa nya pag walang toyo.

after dinner kinain na namin ung bread namin from bread factory. then pagkain ko nung akin, leche amoy mint. pagsubo ko, lasang mint. peppermint pala ung muffin. kaasar! ayoko pa naman ng mint.