hello

three-day suspension.

here i come.

oh, no, i don’t want to!

i think i need another hair trim. damn you split ends!

di ako makapaghilamos

kasi naman may sagabal! 😀

alex’s solo songs

i’m so thrilled to finally hear the result of his solo project which took a couple of years to materialize. but it’s kinda weird though hearing him sing without the rest of the guys.

this is a preview of two of the songs off of alex’s upcoming solo album due for release hopefully by the end of october. can’t wait!

London

When I wake up in the sunlight
And look into your eyes
And I hold you for a little while
and I see behind your smile
I remember how beautiful I used to think you are
Now the only love that meant something is gone

I should have let you go when I saw that it was over in your eyes
What do I have to do to get rid of you
I’ll be better on my own
Now, I miss the sun, but as long as I’m with you
It’s just another rainy day in London
It’s just another rainy day in London

I still hold onto the memory of how we were meant to be
And I wonder did you ever care
You were never there for me
I thought I was stronger
But then why am I here when there’s nothing left to say
Now the only love that meant something is gone…

I should have let you go when I saw that it was over in your eyes
What do I have to do to get rid of you
I’ll be better on my own
Now, I miss the sun, but as long as I’m with you
It’s just another rainy day in London
It’s just another rainy day in London

I remember how beautiful I used to think you are…

I should have let you go when I saw that it was over in your eyes
What do I have to do to get rid of you
I’ll be better on my own
Now, I miss the sun, but as long as I’m with you
It’s just another rainy day in London
It’s just another rainy day in London

Drive By Love

Super fly black hair
Swinging out everywhere
I touched you and my heart stopped
Now I know I’m totally fucked
I’m gonna take you in my car
Let you give me a ride
And tell me all quickly
So I’ll let you decide
And if you get to see me
Yes I’ll tell you goodbye
Girl you better realize
This ain’t nothing but

A drive by love hey, hey
Drive by love hey, hey
Drive by love hey, hey
Drive by, drive by
A drive by love, love, love…
A drive by love, love, love…
A drive by love

We went a little too fast
It threw me back on my ass
I can’t believe I did this
Let it happened with just one kiss
So tell me what you do if it happen to you
Would you wanna give it up
Or would you thought of it through
I fell in love and now I’m totally screwed
I guess I should’ve realized this is more than just

A drive by love hey, hey
Drive by love hey, hey
Drive by love hey, hey
Drive by, drive by
A drive by love, love, love…
A drive by love, love, love…
A drive by love

So tell me what you’ll do if it happened to you
Would you wanna give it up
Or would you thought of it through
I fell in love and now I’m totally screwed
I guess I should have realized this is not

A drive by love, love, love, love…
A drive by love, love, love…
A drive by love, I drive by love

Drive by love hey, hey
Drive by love hey, hey
Drive by love hey, hey
Drive by, drive by

blast from my not-so-distant past

i so miss being a kid, ung panahon na walang problema sa pera, sa oras, walang pakialam sa mga bagay-bagay sa paligid, ung pagiging inosente sa mundo, ung panahong laro lng ang iniintindi ko sa buhay ko. 🙂

my first christmas 🙂

noon pa lng luv ko na ‘to. 😀 i miss my barbie shoes.

 

showing off my christmas presents.

 

i miss my care bear. 😦

 

 the time i visited my relatives in san diego. the first and last time that i’ve eaten a turkey. wala naman palang pinagkaiba sa chicken sa pinas. 😀

 

at disneyland, anaheim, CA. with mickey, lily and nathan. my ugly duckling stage. with braces pa ko dito! 😀

ang sarap ng feeling

kanina pag-uwi ko, may nadaanan akong matandang lalaki sa may hagdan coming from ayala mrt. pagtapat ko sa kanya, narinig kong nanghihingi sya ng pera. di ko lng maalala kung “pahingi ng pamasahe” or “pahingi pandagdag sa pamasahe.” hindi naman sya mukhang pulubi kasi malinis naman ang suot nya at di din sya gusgusin. pero mukhang mahina sya kasi nakasandal sya sa pader nung hagdan at may tukod pa.

deadma lng ako sa kanya kaya tuloy tuloy ako papunta sa sakayan ng bus. pero ewan ko ba at habang nag-aabang ako ng bus eh sumasagi sya sa isip ko. kahit nakikinig ako ng music eh naiisip ko sya. cguro nakikita ko sa kanya ang mga lolo at lola o kaya ay ang parents ko balang araw.

may good spirit atang dumapo sa akin at naisipan kong balikan ang matanda at magbigay ng pera. first time ko tong ginawa. pero bago ako lumapit sa kanya kumuha na ako ng pera sa wallet ko kasi ayoko pang sa harap nya magbukas ng wallet.

paglapit ko sa kanya, tinanong ko sya kung san ba ang punta nya. sabi nya, “sa fairview.” buti na lng fairview lng. feeling ko kasi tipong pampanga o kaya lucena ang pupuntahan nya. inabot ko sa kanya ang P100. hindi ko kasi alam kung magkano aabutin ang pamasahe nya. kahit mega tipid ako ngayon, hindi ko na lng inisip ang P100. kasi kung tutuusin mas maswerte pa din ako sa kanya dahil hindi ko pinagdadaanan ang ganong sitwasyon at sana eh wag kong pagdaan balang araw or ng kahit sinong mahal ko. kung sumobra man un, at least pwede pa syang bumili ng pagkain nya.

malabo ang mata nya. tinanong nya pa ako kung magkano ung binigay ko. sabi ko P100. nagpasalamat naman si lolo sakin. at gumaan ang feeling ko nung iniwan ko sya. masarap ung feeling na nakatulong ka sa kapwa mo, lalo na sa matandang gaya nya.

pagsakay ko ng bus, don ko biglang naramdam ung feeling na pano kung scheme lng pala un? pano kung member pala sya ng sindakato? pano kung nasa wow mali pala ako at ako ang kanilang victim? 😀

ayokong magduda kay lolo at ayokong isipin na ginawa nya un para manloko. iniisip ko na lng na ang mahalaga eh kusang loob akong tumulong at masaya ako sa nagawa ko.

kung sakaling scheme nga lng ang lahat, makonsensya na lng ang dapat makonsensya.

pero sana naman hindi.